this site is rated M for: self harm, suicide, blood and gore, sexual topics, artistic nudity

hellooo my name is mafu, and this is my neocities site. im a complete noob to coding and site creation so bear with me. this is just kind of my little corner, where i can try and design something that is uniquely me and share my thoughts in a creative outlet, whether you read them or not... i dont care. i intend to share some of my thoughts about things and the adventures i get up to (sitting in my room all day), my ocs and their lore, my art, and the music i like, maybe you can discover something new

i have been mistaken for a sock puppet, a shrimp, a worm; but i am a homunculus. i was created by an evil scientist in his attempt to play god, but i was a disgrace to the image of man. i escaped from his horror lab with a hatred for humanity and no concept of who i really am or what the meaning of existance, of being, of self, is. as i draw, interact with users on the interweb, and discover new music, i find the answers to existance, to being, to self, and feel my heart warm with the connections i form here on the internet.

interests: world history, russia (history, language, culture), world geography, cold war era history, ww2 era history, video games, video game mechanics and history, black metal, hardcore music in general, horror media, coming-of-age media, psychological media, comedy media, rhythm games

favorite movies: whiplash, the novice, trainspotting, midsommar, rocky horror picture show, black swan, paprika, deathgasm

favorite video games: project sekai, persona 3 & 5, super mario sunshine, super mario world, pokemon x&y, castlevania, blasphemous, paper mario:ttyd